ever since i was little, like in elementary school...

Monday, January 17, 2011

ever since i was little, like in elementary school or something, i used to always think about this, but in a different way. what’s there outside of the earth? what’s there outside of the universe? if we figure that out somehow,… then what’s there outside of that? and then same thing over again…

whenever i thought about this, i felt overwhelmed. i was full of fear; it scared me that i was so little and had such lack of control.. that i was in fact NOTHING compared to all of that. it used to be my nightmare.

but last year, everything just clicked in my head.. just like that. i FINALLY found the answer to all of my questions. there had to be an end to all of these pointless questions. DUH. It’s just this simple: there has to be a creator for these creations. there HAS to be a god. my God. our God. even if you believe that there are more than one god.. God of all gods. i don’t know.. it seemed so logical to me.

then i suddenly felt so relieved. rather than wasting my time being afraid of not knowing what’s out there, i was comforted by the truth that there is a God who takes care of all the things that I know and don’t know about. and what’s more amazing is that, THIS God (the One that created SERIOUSLY EVVVERYTHING!) actually cares about me. He created ME- someone who’s SO little & unworthy of His love.

so how can i ever turn my back to this God?

how can you ever turn your back to this God? the God who created YOU.

we spend so much time and effort trying to explain the unknowns. we think we are something great when we accomplish something so small, but you know what… this God, this AMAZING God is soo amazing that we will NEVER ever be able to fully explain everything.

that’s why i choose to follow Him and become His servant.

just think about it for a second, “Can you worship a God who isn’t obligated to explain His actions to you? Could it be your arrogance that makes you think God owes you an explanation?” -from Crazy Love by Francis Chan